Man being sick SUCKS!!

Okay I got sick last Friday night with this crappy cold. Last Saturday I went over to Ryan's and we spent some time with his co-worker that came over. Then I think we took a nap. Then Ryan and I ate some food, left by about 6p, to go to the Outagamie County Conservation Club's Haunted Hayride. It was fun. It was Ryan's first time there and he said he enjoyed himself.

On the way home after that, we went back to Ryan's were I stayed and hung out on his couch. He left and met up with his co-worker's, while I stayed at his place and rested. Sunday we went to church, then a co-worker came over and we watched the Packers beat the Lions. After the game, I slept for 2 hours. Then Ryan and I hung out relaxed together. Then he sent me home around 7:30p so I could come home and get sleep. So it has been a long week. Sunday night into Monday I lost my voice, with my dad and Ryan being over joyed for the silence. Haha nice, right? So now happy to say that my voice is back and I am feeling 100% better.

Today is still a lazy day for me. I am slowly getting my energy back. Just getting bored. Bored has to mean that I am feeling better. And now I have way too much time on my hands. Because I was looking at all my posts and mainly reading what I all wrote about the time my mom was in the hospital. I thought I was doing so well. I could think about her in the hospital, like remembering how her last minutes were, and not cry. Well, tonight I cried reading everything we went through. This sucks. I think I am done telling myself, or pressuring myself to be healed already. Cuz when I do that, water works comes. Then I have a crappy time.

So I am done. I will heal in time. Tomorrow is a boring day, not sure what is going to happen. And Sunday is church, Education hour, and then a youth board meeting. I want to go to early service so I can hear the choir sing. But I will not be singing with them. I am going to listen. Still don't have a steady voice. Talk to you all later! Have a lovely fall day!
J